Month thingy. So which month are you? :)

JANUARY=PIMP

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.

FEBRUARY=THUG 

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ♥

MARCH=GORGEOUS 

Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as  possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless.

APRIL=SEXY

Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.

MAY=LOVER 

Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

JUNE =FINE ASS 

Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

JULY=GANGSTA 

You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a  JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! 

AUGUST=ATTITUDE 

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. 

SEPTEMBER=PIMP 

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. 

OCTOBER=HOTTIE 

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE 

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY 

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

So not ready.

 it's October 21 already! time really flies so fast when the -ber months start. 10 more days and it's November! i am so not yet ready for the Holidays. we don't have a Christmas tree yet, nor do we have the money to spend. everything's been so difficult after my birthday last April. every turn, we need money. since i'm a college student already, my parents know that things would be hard. we're just trying to stay strong through all of this. ugh.

 anyhoo, before the serious stuffs comes gushing through, these are the Christmas trees we saw at the mall. they're suprisingly inexpensive and the quality is really good. we're thinking, once we bought the tree, the decors would be like silver-champagne in color OR silver and pink. we're still undecided, but tree first!

Mom likes the last one, but I think the first one is okay too. we're just waiting for dad to give us the go signal. i hope he does. our old Christmas tree is a lot of work! it's really old, like 22 years old. it's older than me! it's not standing on it's own anymore because the wood is really antique and it looks like a balding man. there are missing pieces and it's really heavy too. not that i hate it, it's been part of my life since I was a baby, but we really want a change of things around the house. so there. :)

sembreak is boring. i can't go out because i don't have money. and i'm trying to save money for December. so it's really not a good time too.

i'm downloading HIMYM season 1. i'm a huge fan and i don't get sick of watching over and over again. HIMYM never fails to make me laugh. :) one and a half hour more to go.

it's really hot right now. a little breeze would help. :|

Bluer than blue.

My 2nd day of being sick, thanks to my fever and colds and cough. I feel like a little kid all over again. My mom was at my side last night, making me drink lots of water, cold compress and everything. I hate being sick. I really really do. I've been so sickly this year and I don't know why. A whole day at my bed isn't the kind of vacation I was looking for. I am supposed to go to school tomorrow, but I don't think I'll be able to go.

So.. Everything's a mess right now. I failed 1 subject. And because of that very difficult subject, I won't be able to take 2 of my subjects this next semester. I was so depressed. And I was so mad because he has really high expectations but HELLO, we're not all geniuses like him. He should have made the passing grade a little lower but he didn't. I know my mom is upset, she's just so good at hiding it. I'm such a horrible person. I always let other people down. I don't know but maybe some people are just like that. They want other people to feel miserable and all that crap. :( But, I did my best..

I'm just gonna enjoy my sembreak. 

Yung feeling na... :))

Yung feeling na nakasalubong mo yung crush mo. Tapos may ka-holding hands. Tapos tinitignan ka niya. :)) Ang ewan lang, pero ayos lang. :))

Double kill po sa Accounting at DM kanina. Stressful day, kaya umuwi ako. :| At para na din iuwi yung iba kong gamit. Pati na din magpaalam para sa Saturday, which I feel na hindi ako papayagan. :|

Ayon lang naman. Ang sarap manuod ng t.v. Hahaha!

Maybe, just maybe.

I focus more on what they want, but I'm finding it hard to do so. I'm having a breakdown and I can't tell them. I try to, but they want me to continue. I'm losing myself along the way so thanks a lot. I want to do what I want and I know what I want. But all they want is what they want. I'm freaking out. I'm gonna fail again, I know it. I just want to quit school and figure out my life. I don't want to spend the summer in school AGAIN. It's too difficult. I wanna cry. :(

I'm in love again and it's only October 2.

It's not what you think though. I'm in love with this necklace. My problem is it costs 4000! She said, 25% deposit, and the remaining balance should be paid within two months. Another problem is, I don't have cash at the moment. I'm still problematic about my school dues. Another is, if I do have the money, is it worth buying? :(

Credits to : katziekatz.multiply.com

October 1.

I have this freaking headache since yesterday. I though it would be gone by now, but it isn't. Stupid period. And now, I missed my best friend Lianne's belated celebration. I'll just make it up to her one of these days. :)

It's 5 days until my grandma's 70th birthday. How cool is that. Hihi. :>